Hi my babyboy it is your Birthday today you would have been 23 years old today and maybe you would have wanted to drink a beer or a cold drink and maybe even you would have wanted Dad to cook your favorite food for supper and watch a movie or maybe you would have been with your friends what ever you would have wanted to do I wish that you was here to do what you wanted and so that I could see ,kiss and hug you and say Happy Birthday Son . I look foward to the day that I get to see you in Heaven so that I can hug,kiss and tell you that I Love you with all my heart always and forever my one and only son.
I have looked at and kissed your picture next to my bed each night but it doesn't get any better like people say it is still hard knowing that you will never walk in the door to see us or to ask dad a question about your car or truck or to eat supper with us and Mom and Dad both miss that I try to be strong for Mom but sometimes I just can't be strong enough because see misses you very much and I can only hope and pray that God,You and the Angels Heaven can help us go one day at a time until we meet you again in Heaven I pray.
ILove you and miss you with all my heart son as each day goes by enjoy heaven and say a prayer for all of us...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SON
LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER
i remember the day u were born and when i held u in my arms for the first time when i looked into those beauitful blue eyes for the first time and when u looked back at me with them for the first time ,i can remember when u slept at night how i would put my hand on your back to make sure u werebreathing and so that if u would wake up i could fill u or if u would move i could know,i also remember putting u in bed with mom and i alot of nights too so that we could make sure u were ok . their are many memories that i have of u and alot that i do not have because was working or to tired to do thing with u as u got older but i really always have loved u and i always will,u were my pride and joy my first born my only son like God only had one son jesus and i pray that he had a very good reason and job for u to do in heaven that is only way i can try to go on each day besides the love i have for u your mom sisters and the grandbabies. i look at briana and see u in her face actions and the things she does i hope and pray that u are looking at me though her eyes and can see me looking back at her and u each time. i know she is not u but it helps and hurts each time i look at her because she reminds me so much of u, i will not have a grandchild from u or go to your wedding or be able to talk to u and u talk back to me ever again here on earth but i pray for the day that i get to see and talk to u in heaven. i hope u know how much i will always love and miss u for the rest my life and in the after life my son my beauitful baby boy always and forever.............with all myheart,body and soul...... i'll go for now but i will come back to write u again.............
i love you cody foever and beyond always in my heart and memories,
@--->--- x 12 is a dozen for you in heaven...........
love, dad
Ok..Here i go..i dont exactly know how to go about this because to be totally honest there are way way way too many good memories..i cant possibly share them all..and some i'd like to keep all too myself.I remember so much about C.J..Cody and I used to play Halo for hours and hours during the day..and many times looooong into the night..we beat that game so many times we were pros.i remember when we were all kids..me and tabby's cousin brandon came and slept over for like close to a month...Cody always considered our side of the family as his family also..well one day we all decided to have a fight in the backyard and brandon came across a manure pile..we threw manure at each other and stuffed it down poor cj's pants..hell we did that to all of us..that seems like such a stupid memory put you wouldnt believe how much fun we all had...and omg i remember like it was yesterday how we use to slipnslide on the carport,Cj got the raw end of that deal though because one day he managed to find the only crack in the cement and it tore out this huge chunk of his leg..we couldnt get it to stop bleeding for almost an hour...I also remember CJ having to be rushed to the hospital when he was little because he stuck a bb in his ear..it had to be surgically removed.I remember playing on the hay bails with him..jumping from bail to bail.Also he had a dog that was all his..he loved midnight with all his heart and cried when she had to be put to sleep.There was this one time...cody was driving dads company truck and he backed right into me and mike's car..at the time it seemed so bad but looking back on it it's just hilarious now..cause cody did crazy little things like that..never on purpose,they just sorta happend to him.one time we went to the levee with my little dune buggy and cody flew over this hill and scared the crap outta both of us..all we could do was pull over and laugh about how scared we both were,and then not even two minutes later he drove us through this huge puddle of water that drenched us both and again all we could do was laugh..i loved to see cody laughing..he had this beautiful laugh that was contagious..if he was laughing there was no way for you not to laugh right along with him.I know that everyone has talked about how loving and caring cody was ..and that's the truth..i'm not gonna say that there was never any bad times with C.J. but the good times far out weigh the bad..Cody was just learning from his mistakes when this tragedy struck him down..and all i can hope and pray for now is that he's safe and being shown all the love he needs in heaven.because he's still getting all of our love from down here..it's taken me over ten months to come to this page and share a few of my memories..just because coming to this page makes it soooooo real that he's gone..sometimes i still think when the door starts to open that it's him coming back home.and that he's just been away for a while.Cody and I were very close..i mean hell he lived with me off and on for 2 years..me and him spent day after day together..i would never change that..cody cared so much for people who seemed troubled and needed a friend..and all of us never reallly understood why cody was always compelled to help these people..but now i understand why..because he always made a big impact on them ..and helped them..and God put him here for that purpose..i hate that cody was taken from us..especially from me..i'm being selfish..but i'm just like granny ..i think god took him and made cody in charge of all the little babies and children that go to heaven..because cody had so much compassion and heart that he can help them through anything and everything..and if that's not the case then Cody is an angel to help troubled children down here on earth like a guardian angel..i know i've said alot..but i miss him so much...I Love You C.J.
Tenna
I remember when Cody was about 5 or 6 years old and he told momma he was gonna run away cause he had got in trouble and he went into his room and packed some clothes in a pillow case.While he was packing mom made him a peanut butter sandwich so he wouldn't be hungry and told him she loved him but if he wanted to run away she wouldn't stop him .Mom and granny were on the phone at the time so when Cody walked out the door granny hid behind uncle Lenny's old trailor and watched for him to pass.She was in her night gown and it was very dark.As Cody walked on by gran started saying she was a witch and she was gonna get him if he didn't go home and poor baby,he took off running back home so terrified and promised mom he would never run away again and he never did.
I also rememberthe night he kept picking on Katie and she got so mad that she popped him on his nose and busted it .It ended up bleeding for a while,but in a way we laughed cause after that he would not mess with her as much.
I remember when we used to play cards at mom's house and Cody and Katelan would always be the ones left casue they had so much luck at card games.We used to tease them and tell them that we were taking them to the casino so they could win us some money and they would get all excited and say they were gonna win alot of money.
I remember when mom used to try to play the ninetendo and she would always call on Cody to help her to beat stuff and when he would help her she wouldn't do what he would tell her so he would get upset and tell her when she wanted his help just to call him and that would go on for a while.But no matter what when mom called him he always tried helping her even though she would never listen to him.
I remember the saying Cody used to have''this ain't BK, you can't have it your way. ''
I remember how much Cody used to go over to granny's to help her with anything she needed.He used to help her around the yard,in the gardens,and go to town with her so she didn't have to go alone.You would always see him picking up branches,pecans,making fires to burn stuff with granny and anything else needed.I remember seeing his little red face cause he would work so hard.
I remember how much my little boy Landen used to follw Cody around cause he looked up to him and loved him so much.You could walk into the room and the two of them would be sitten in the chair sleeping.It was so adorable.Or when they would be in there playing the games I would love to watch them together cause Landen would get so excited and it would make Cody smile to see how happy Landen was.Landen was Cody's little man.Landen was his pride and joy.
I remember the smile on Briana's face evrytime she heard her parrain's voice.Just hearing him talk would make her smile so brightly.I am just sorry that she didn't have much time with him.
I remember how Cody used to show up at my house with no shoes and when we would ask where they were he would laugh and say u know I don't like to wear shoes.
I remember when it was really cold outside and we were freezing he would be outside with no jacket cause he'd say he was hot.
I remember how much we used to laugh at Ross and Cody cause when Ross would mess with me and Katelan Cody would take up for us then it would end up being him and Ross wrestling on the floor and it was so funny to watch cause Cody would always over power Ross.
I remember one day when we went to Branch with mom and them Tenna,Katie,Cody and me left early and we saw a sign for racing and wer thought it was a 4 wheeler track so we went to check it out and I got our truck stuck in wet mudd that was very soft and Cody laughed at me and then got out the truck and tried to push it out which I knew would not work but then I pressed the gas when he asked me to and he got mudd flung all over him ,it was so funny and then he told me I could not get it out and I would have to call uncle larry to come tow me out and it made me upset that I couldn't get it out so I made them move and stomped the gas and finally got out and I remember the look on his face\.Then I remember how he teased Ross about it cause Ross had just got the truck stuck in our yard a few days beforeand had to be pulled out.
I remember so much more about Cody and it will never be forgotten but I think Ill keep memories for myself.I love you so muck C.J. I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND LIFE IS NOT AT ALL THE SAME WITHOUT YOU HERE.YOU ARE OUR ANGEL IN THE SKY .
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I will never forget Codÿ.he will never be forgotten.He will always be in a special place in my heart.When I see Codÿ he will always come hug me.Always had a smile.I would always joke with him. I seen him at Walmart bringing a bicycle for a customer to the registor and I said "Hey!Codÿ Where You Going With My bicycle"and Codÿ just laughed and said "that's not yours"he was in a hurry helping that customer.And I remember the last time he came with us and Tenna to Baton Rouge at the sand track race.We really had a good time Cody enjoyed the day to We were cold we found some wet wood to burn L.O.L.,but we had to keep using the lighter fliud to keep it lite and to keep warm.I believe Codÿ had a good time too! We had to go find a dollar store, to get a pit to burn the wet wood l.o.l.I will always keep Codÿ in my prayers and mind.I will miss that smile and hug! I love you ,Codÿ and miss you!
I remember all the little fights and big ones. I also remember how many times you've told me that i could do anything i wanted to do.Also when we were younger and would play in the colley. God do i wish i could take that all back and start over and keep you away from those who hurt you, but i can't its to late know. I know your watching over me still pushing me to do all the thigs you would want me to succeed in. Beleive me i will!! I don't know how to say all my memories of us you are and always will be my big brother and no one can replace you or change that. My best memory is us playing as kids ooo how i miss that so much. i will see you soon and will always think of you. im going to go for know. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH BUBBA!!!!
LOVE YOUR LITTLE SISTER,
Katelan Chenna' Foster
